Sunday, May 22, 2005

A Moment of Listless Peace

A Moment of Listless Piece

Life had been quiet for the family. Little word had come to them from their kin to the north, and business as usual kept them far too busy far too often.

Catrysa sat on her sofa, and peered out of the window into the grasslands of her home. Overhead, she could just make out the rhythmic slaps of course linen banners and pennants that flapped in the winds, clutching their poles that extended from the tops of the turrets and guard posts of the manor's stone wall. A sigh excaped her lips, and she looked back down at the flat board on her knees. The thick white vellum was still blank. She knew the sooner she got the pictures done, the sooner all her plans would be seen to, for the financers need their pretty little colored pictures, and yet each time she began to start on it, her mind would blank - filled with too many thoughts for it to settle on just one.

For the upteenth time, Catrysa slid the drawing pad away, up onto a shelf near by, and scooped up her journal. She flipped through its many pages, words and drawings penned long ago on its yellowing pages. She smiled as she ran a finger down the image of a tunic, the scralled name of her knight-trainer at the bottom of the page. She paused her musings, eyes trailing to her long, artfully kept nails, only to have her gaze drift up and away, to her viola and violin, each perched lovingly on shelves amid the various tomes she had collected over the years. Only the daily cleaning from the house's maids kept them from showing the dust that forms from lack of use. Catry's smile faded.

"You've been away from it all for too long, Catry," she chided herself softly, eyes returning to the still empty board. "But there are things that must be done first. If it works..." Her voice trailed off, her thoughts still too precious to be spoken aloud, even in the sanctity of her private rooms.

'At times like this, I wish I could capture all my memories before they flutter away on an arrant breeze.'

Monday, October 18, 2004

Stand Strong

Stand Strong, song 2004.

(need a melody)

Nothing but a shield and sword
A simple peasant boy came by
To a land of blistering heat and summer skies
And there he stood his ground
Stand Strong - The Silver Spire.

Nothing but a shield and sword
More people came and wandered by
To his land; blistering heat and cloudless skies
With him they stood their ground
Stand Strong - The Silver Spire.

Nothing but a shield and sword
We fought the dark that came on by
To our land of blistering heat and stormy skies
We fought to stand our ground
Stand Strong - Our Silver Spire.

Nothing but a shield and sword
Light refused to say "Goodbye"
To this land of blistering heat and starry skies
And there we stood our ground
Stand Strong - Our Silver Spire.

Nothing but a shield and sword
Another year has past us by
In this land of blistering heat and summer skies
And forever stand our ground
Stand Strong - The Silver Spire.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Once Upon a Time

Once Upon a Time, Song 2004.

Once Upon a Time
words and melody by: Catrysa Trakand
with much loving help and support from: Dalan Trakand


Tell me again how with you I'll touch the sky.
Tell me again how in dreams you make me fly.
Tell me again how it is I make you feel.
And tell me how can this be real.

I know I need to hear you say,
but the words just got in the way.
It's the only thing I fear;
The only thing I don't want to hear:
You and I,
Were merely....
...Once upon a time.

'I love you.'

Love Song Medley (OOC Silliness)

Love Song Medley

Love Song Medley from Moulin Rouge
Episode One : Attack of the Diamond Dogs
A filk, by Dalan Trakand.

Sung by:
Ewan "Obi Wan Kanoli" McGregor
Nicole "Force Sensative" Kidman

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Spoken:
The Force is a a many splendid thing. Wha-?
The Force lifts us up where we belong.
All we need is the Force.
Please, don't start that again.

(sung)All we need is the Force.
(spoken)A girl has got to eat.
(sung)All we need is the Force.
(spoken)She'll end up on the street!
(sung)All you need is the Force!
(sung)The Force is just a game.

I was made for teaching you, baby.
You were made to learn from me.

The only way of teaching me, baby,
Is to pay a lovely fee...

Just one night! Give me just one night!

There's no way, cause you can't pay!

In the name of the Force,
One night in the name of the Force!

You crazy fool,
I won't give into you.

Don't...(motions the Jedi Mind Trick) leave me this way.
We can't survive without the sweet Force.
Oh, baby. (motions again) Don't leave me this way.

(quirks brow at hand motion) Some people want to fill my mind with Jedi Mind Tricks.
(Jedi realizes his been caught!) Well, I look around... and I see (motion again) that isn't so.
(stifles a laugh) Some people just won't give up trying Jedi Mind Tricks.

(grins sheepishly) Well, what's wrong with that? I'd like to know.
Cause here we go again!! (motions repeatedly)
The Force will lift us up where we belong.
On a mountain high, where the Eagles fly.

The Force makes you act like you're a fool.
Throw your life away, for some hapless babe...

(interrupts) We could be Heroes!!
Just for one day.

You, you will turn Darth.
No! I won't.
... and I.... I'll have to fight you.

You should be my Pedawon!

I can't do that.

You should be my Pedawon,
And that's a fact.

Even though there's nothing
To keep us together.

I could teach you
How to build a light saber.

BOTH:
And we could be heroes
Forever and ever!

Once I teach you
How to build to a light saber.

Just because I-ee-I
Will always train yoooo-oooo-oou
I will always train you!

We're gonna be bad for the Republic...
...I can tell.

>.<' No more cookies before bedtime.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Letters from a Friend

(collaborative writing)


The weary barroness sat at her desk late at night with the candle
dripping slowly beside her. The frangrance of white roses surrounded
her as they did her room. The light flicker a tad. She rose her
hand over the gem to her left. Instantly one of her many servants
appeared out of nowhere. "Yes, please prepare my bed as I will need
my rest after I'm done here and send for a messenger after you have
completed your task." It seemed that the little things still took a
lot out of her and she knew that the travel she had done had not been
kind to her health. Death can do that to a person.

Anyway, the deed at hand. She picked up the pen and delicately began
the dance onto the parchment.

"To the Lady of House Trakand:

I have meant to write to you sooner but alas, I tend to feel a
little weak these days. First business I would like to address is my
thanks to you for returning me to my husband and quite honestly
helping return to the living. Death is never becoming to anyone but
from my understanding, you made it a more bearable experience.

I would also like to extend some gratitude to some of the other
members of your household. I recently made a trip with my husband up
to the City-State of Drandmir, my old residence to see the knighting
of our dear friend Kelsar. My health still hasn't been completely
returned to me. Keject who I believe is a member of your household
never let it pass his attention to make sure I was more comfortable.
And Cairun kept me in stitches with laughter and laughter sometimes
can be the best medicine. Therefore I would like to extend this
appreciation for everything your household has done for me although I
truly do not think words could be enough.

In your service,
Baroness Anastacia Lightlock
House Hollowfist
"

Stacia hand barely was able to move the pen away before just dropping
completely. She felt like she really had no control. The messenger
appeared in the doorway. The servant girl came to Baroness
Lightlock's side and helped her up. "Yes I need you to deliver this
to Trakand Manor. There is no rush to do it tonight as I know it is
late but please do it first thing in the morning." Without a word
the messenger bowed and vanished with the letter. The servant aided
Anastacia to the bed.




A few days later, Anastacia's messenger arrives in the
sun-covered grasslands of Trakand Manor. The letter is
past from hands to hands while the messenger is given
food and drink and a place to rest. Finally, into the
hands of the Lady the letter goes, to be read and
replied to.

Still sitting at her work desk, the desk she hasn't
been able to get up and out of for the past several
hours, Catrysa clears away some space to compose her
letter.

"Dear Baroness,

How wonderful it is to hear you are well and once more
amond the living! Truth be told, I could not have
been more worried and concerned for you, though my
current station leaves me little time to act on my
worries. I have seen your husband a few times, but
had not been able to approach him at about your
well-being. Truely, a letter penned by your hand is
far better than any word from another.

Yes, Keject Darum is family, as is Cairun. My heart is
made light, knowing they extend their arms and hearts
to you. Laughter is, indeed, the best of medicine.

I had not heard of Kelsar's knighting, myself, though
I must admit, I fear I am behind on my reports. I
would beg of you, when you have the strength and time,
to recount to me the happenings of said event. I had
the good fortune of knowing Kelsar, having met him as
squire to Sharjinka during my own stay in Drandmir.
"

Catry pauses here, reading over what she had written
as she redips her quill. Lower lip is brought between
her teeth, and held by a gentle pressure as she thinks
to herself.

From the open balcony doors, she could hear the sounds
of her husband and uncle's voices.

"If we use that unit and move it around that group of
trees it'll serve as a room block," Dalan's voice
stated.

"Good idea," answered Aran. "And then the Archers have
a clear line of sight to the Infantry."

"There's five left?"

"Yeah, but we've got a fresh battallion on the other
side of the river."

She couldn't help be chuckle at their war games, and
back to her letter she went, the tip of her quill
scratchy softly.

"My Lord and Husband bids you greetings as well, and
is likewise happy to hear of your recovery. As
always, our home is your husband's home, and you are
ever welcomed here. Do know that your recovery is in
my thoughts, and I hope it is a speedy one.

With love,
Catrysa Trakand
"

Finishing her signed name with a bit of a flourish,
Catrysa is hard-pressed to keep from adding land and
title to the end of it. 'This isn't an official
document,' she reminds herself as she reaches for her
personal seal, rather than the kingdom one. Closing
the letter, she hands it off to her aide.

"Get this to Lightlock's messenger, and do let him
know that he is welcome to stay until he is fully
rested."

The aide nods and turns to head out, as Catrysa
reaches for the the top document on the pile she had
so recently pushed aside.

"To the Monarchy, A Comment About the State of Magic
and Magical Artifacts Within Our Grand Kingdom, A
Treatse," Catrysa half-mumbled the title to herself,
noticing. "Page one of... two-hundred..." She groans
and closes her eyes while a hand comes up to rub at
her temple. Arts and Sciences... Somedays, reading
through expense reports was more entertaining.

Thursday, September 26, 2002

Tell Me


(unfinished)

Sitting on the edge and thinking,
Would you catch me if I fall?
And if I threw myself,
Would you still reach out for me?

I used sit and cry, all by myself,
But now you've sat down by me,
You give me strength...

REFRAIN:
Tell me again, how you'll never leave my side,
And tell me again, how with you I'll touch sky.
.....

Wednesday, September 26, 2001

Sad Knight

To the Tune of "Baa Baa Black Sheep"

Sad Knight
Sad Knight
What happened to your heart?
Torn, ma'am
Torn, ma'am
Torn and ripped apart

Torn by my mistress
Torn by my king
Torn by the little boy who just defaced my name

Sad Knight
Sad Knight
Why now do you cry?
Evil
Evil
Has cause my king to lie

He lied to his mistress
He lied to his court
He lied to the little boy next in line to him

Sad Knight
Sad Knight
What now will you do?
Quest, ma'am
Quest, ma'am
For a staff of crystal blue

A touch to his forehead
A touch to his heart
This will release him from the evil spell

Sad Knight
Sad Knight
What have you in your hand?
The staff, ma'am
The staff, ma'am
This staff will cure the land.

A touch to his forehead
A touch to his heart
A touch of a smile to his tired face

Sad Knight
Sad Knight
Why cry now, Sir Knight?
Evil
Evil
Has now fled from our sight